March 4, 2019
I grow like a plant. I rise like the sun. Unnoticed I come. Slowly like nature without missing a step. I brought the perfect parts together. I held them so close but could not make them one. But in me a great light has released and behold they are One. The parts have merged into a whole. Each part was also a whole. A perfect beautiful whole. The pasture of my youth. The dark earth of plowed fields. The soft scent of manure drifts in the wind and mingles with scent of rain. The light of the muttering thunderstorm. Its flash of blueish white light touches my cheek. The lilac arched over the narrow road joins another lilac arched over forming a tunnel not either alone could form. The ancient rose bush blooms as if for the first time without any thought of the past that determines its form. The liquid dark color of the petal just opened the liquid green and fresh red of the bud suddenly exploded. The pure face of the child like lamb that loiter by the barn door are tilted gently asking toward me. Their dirty yellowish coats. Mud spattered above the hough on the thigh. They notice with interest my passing. In each ones innocent eye I see myself. They too are longing to be redeemed. In the enlightened bodhisatva all things merge and rest finding the end. The enlightened Self is perfect embracing all things and is the fulfillment of all longing. In me all things find rest in the Enlightened Self all things merge and become one.
The Road also a part of me. The journey of enlightenment is divine. The end reveals the beginning and the beginning foretells the end. The end reveals what was hidden in the clothes of desire. The pure heart that expressed itself in the intention becomes visible. What was hidden now can be seen. What lay dormant in potential becomes actual. Now I have eyes and can see it was all there at the beginning. What I sought was there all along dormant sleeping waiting ro arise with the first rays of this dawn of my self awakening after the great struggle of my coming to being.
June 4, 2018
Half of me
Is packed away
The other half
Lies scattered
Half of me
Is in the air
The other half
Is over there
Half of me
Can have no cure
As for the rest
It will endure
May 30, 2018
Thoughts on a World Series Game, 2016 (The Chicago Cubs vs the Cleveland Indians)
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The wind that manifests itself to ear and eye
Along with the spirit it contains
Leaves the red leaf drier
And the dry tree yet more dry
Hollowed oak swung fast hits fly
The leather glove is meant to catch
And does so with a dive
Amid this changing more will change
Who but loses now must win again
The red leaves hustle the dry leaves race
The anchored ship the century –
All— turn upon a single point as fast
As the day in a moment felt
Rolling on its back like a seal
The heavy sea slides out pulling ashore
And heavily returns its concussive shock
But gently now upon a lonely shore
Opposing motions never stop— they just reciprocate
Like that which in the procreative act
Aches like an arrow for its scope
Each man to his field of play shot out
In unison as one from dug-out warm
Invigorating with their deeds the humid air
For this the struggle and this their care
Here the celestial sound of angry war has voice
Be it on earth or in a game a single atom or
Along the sunny shore where children play
That holy-smitten place where all of heaven’s heard
With it’s crashing just like water on the sea
Along the sand along the shore
Along the quiet strand that we adore
Where one must lose the other gains
For so it is and e’re must be
As now the Earth and now the Moon
Their tide and flood unleash
In quick catastrophe
A stolid housing coexists thru time
And does not move as objects do
New heroes are just not as great
As once their golden fathers
Invisible the hazard of the breeze
That draws this Life away
With like, yet fecund breath
The Spring allures and gratis all the world
The center of the game is round
Round as the ball that’s played
The sturdy house upon a sturdy base
Rests upon a sturdy plan that rests upon the same
We perceive the ceaseless action—and the change
The furious expedition of the Will
A steady candle burns away unstable flame
And fallen heroes rise again to battles new
Compelled but not by fear of life to lose
But rather by which seeks no more
What can’t be found or is not had by all
May 23, 2018
How far away
A planet shines
No broader than
My mind’s wide eye
It’s 3 o clock
And lunchers dine
So near the end of Time
They do not know
Just how it is
That what’s consumed
Must first be made
Each living thing
His portion guards
So as the sea
And all its wrath
Should be but loathe
To sweep away
And o’er the deck
Toward everlasting being
Rare it is
And hard to see
Man whose lot
Is only misery
He’s hauled ashore
And out of breath
In no more broken vessel
Than he who turned
Upon so cruel a sea
All faint and full of Sleep
Escaped and turned, I say
His back to see
His very soul
Both fugitive and free
The heart all pierced with fear
Who guards his life
Should keep his watch
Let no one sail for you
Who cannot list the time
Of Dawn just when
The deeper Trumpet blew
Let them not captains be
The ticket’s bought with currency
No earthly hand can touch
And fare is paid with such
We feel no more the need
Or any sense of urgency
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